

cry at nighti am sure that you love me.cry at night
and maybe that's why you tell me i don't deserve my perfect life.
if you think it is perfect, you must be right. oh, all the blessings i have lying around in my room that you say i take for granted . tell me again how you grew up with very little. everything you had you earned through hard work. tell me how much you cared for what you had because you deserved it. but you give me everything. i have accepted that i deserve nothing from you. i have accepted that i have earned nothing that is mine. so really, nothing is truly mine.
but you love me.
so i am forced to concider what you w


.....'tick'.....on a rare occasion i am content to see myself as i am.....'tick'.....
~another "tick" of The Metronome; a moment in Time
a fragment of life
and with this beat in Time all of me is lost into the past
a past that might just be rumor; a Second the hand of The Clock did not pass
~as only the Present is real
i am content to see myself in such a way because i see my importance
~without me there will be no Present in the Future
and thus, reality is lost


damndamn. this world is like the jagged, splintered rock that, when you run too fast, waits for youdamn
at the bottom of the cliff, to make just one mistake, and meet it at the razor's point and the bloody, stinging mess it makes as it spikes your silent heart and rips your life to pieces.


Audrey and Napoleon.Audrey and Napoleon
When Audrey and I were little girls, one with long legs and one with brown skin, we would smear summer plums on our mouths and crush walnuts with her father's baseball signed by Tug McGraw. As we sat on the sunburned rooftops of suburbia and she showed me where her kneecap had a cross-stich of purple cuts from her first try with a pink plastic razor, I lied about my first kiss; she knew and let me talk of greater things. That used to make me love her, but it doesn't


isn't it funny..funny how hello always seems to end in goodbye funny how good memories can make you cry funny how forever never seems to last funny how much you'd lose if you forgot your past.. funny how friends leave you when your down funny how much people say when your not around funny how people change and think they're so much better.. funny how many lies can be packed into a 'love letter' funny how people forgive but don't forget.. funny how one thing can contain so much regret.. funny how weird life turns out to be.. -but the funniest part- none of this is funny to me..isn't it funny..


happily ever after..i wanna go back to when santa did exist when your daddy was the only boy you kissed. when disney world was the best place to be.. when the only movies you could see were rated G when your biggest problem was learning to write your name when people didn't change and your friends were the same.. and everytime you were sad or had a bad day you could run to mommy and it would all be okay when the best place to shop was toys R us when it was just scary to ride the bus.. before you ever had a broken heart and the pain of being in love just didn't start.. i wanna go back to no hhappily ever after..
I love you~~~~~
Kristen
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Haha! Got you with a DA snow ball!
It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2005-2006 !!!!
One rule to this game....
You can't hit someone who has already hit you!
Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you!
I got you first so you can't get me back!
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Lexi vs Jason
9 | 3
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I love you Stephen!!!
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Save me, my love, and we shall never part in our happiness.
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Lexi
-Zac
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**Try not to be told, but don't let it kill you**
**Attempt to be bold, even if you die**
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